I'm not used to writing my thoughts. Over the last few months, I've tried to put my thoughts down as they occur, rather than endlessly re-compose them until their meaning is lost, but I've also 'hung on' until the writing juices started to flow. I guess that's why I'm here, now ...
SAD came back during January, accompanied by miserable weather ... not proper Winter with snow and stuff, it was just cold, wet and windy and my unheated house is drafty. Pressures at work (of my own making!) continue, even though I'm meant only to be working two days a week. Pauline is lining up plenty of hospital appointments for her Parkinson's. I have been good ... apart from one dress, I've avoided all the inducements of online retailers, but the incentive to dress has also been low.
I'm still wondering where my TGism will lead. While I'm working I cannot see myself 'coming out' more, but I would like to experience more life in my preferred gender.
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